First of many...

Have been playing TONIGHT I CELEBRATE MY LOVE by Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack as my lullaby for the past 3 nights. Call me crazy and I admit I am, I am crazily in love. My mind wanders of many things while listening to the song, many firsts I've had with you babe, and many more first coming.

First time calling you, hearing your voice. Me getar inside.
First SMS we exchange. Me Excited.
First time meeting you up, the very first smile that simply melt me down. Me weak.
First glance of you. Me Amazed.
First smooch and hug of you.
First look of how you walk, how you talk.
First hand-holding while crossing the road.
First walk in the rain.
First hit I got from your free-swinging hands.
First merajuk of you that I face, our first so-called-quarrel too.
First dinner, a quick dinner, at KLCC.
First breakfast together.
First trip sending her to office.
First grocery shopping at Cold Storage.
First charter of future plan together.
First shopping, and many window shoppings together.
First trip sending you home.

All these, many more firsts, are first of many.

And tonight, with many more nights, I celebrate my love you.

Tonight I celebrate my love for you
It seems the natural thing to do
Tonight no one's gonna find us
We'll leave the world behind us
When I make love to you
Tonight I celebrate my love for you
And hope that deep inside you feel it too
Tonight our spirits will be climbing
To the sky lit up with diamonds
When I make love to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)
And that midnight song is gonna come shining through
Tonight there'll be no distance between us
What I want most to do Is to get close to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you
And soon this old world will seem brand new
Tonight we will both discover
How friends turn into lovers
When I make love to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)
And that midnight song is gonna come shining through
Tonight there'll be no distance between us
What I want most to do
Is to get close to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

Happy Anniversary My Love

3 months ago, on this date, 13th of the month, I asked you for the honor to be your man babe. And I, want to earn that trust you gave me. And that what I'll do till the day I sign off to be your beloved husband in front of the kadi.

For I thank God, meeting such a wonderful person as you. Everyday is Valentine with you around, everyday I Love You.

And I'd like to make life's journey with you my love...

Hey, have you ever tried
Really reaching out for the other side
I may be climbing on rainbows but baby, here goes

Dreams, they're for those who sleep
Life is for us to keep
And if you're wondering what this song is leading to
I want to make it with youI really think that we can make it girl

Ooh, you don't know me well
And every little thing only time will tell
If you believe the things that I do and we'll see it through

Life can be short or long
Love can be right or wrong
And if I chose the one I'd like to help me through
I'll like to make it with you

I really think that we can make it girl

Baby you know that, dreams they're for those who sleep
Life is for us to keep
And if I chose the one I'd like to help me through
I'll like to make it with you

I really think that we can make it girl...

Anything is possible with you my love

NAT KING COLE - Impossible

If they had ever told me how sweet a kiss could be
I would have said impossible, impossible for me
And if they said I’d find you beyond the rainbow’s end
I would have said impossible, impossible, my friend
To dream about what might have been
Is strange enough for me
But now it seems I’m living in
A dream too beautiful to be
If they had said a moonbeam could calm a stormy sea
I would have said impossible but now at last I see
That nothing is impossible if you are here with me

I would have said impossible but now at last I see
That nothing is impossible if you are here with me


PERRY COMO - It's impossible

It's impossible, tell the sun to leave the sky, it's just impossible
It's impossible, ask a baby not to cry, it's just impossible
Can I hold you closer to me and not feel you goin' through me?
Split the second that I never think of you? Oh, how impossible

Can the ocean keep from rushin' to the shore? It's just impossible
If I had you, could I ever want for more? It's just impossible
And tomorrow, shouldya ask me for the world, somehow I'd get it
I would sell my very soul and not regret it
For to live without your love--It's just impossible

Can the ocean keep from rushin' to the shore? It's just impossible
If I had you, could I ever want for more? It's just impossible
And tomorrow, shouldya ask me for the world, somehow I'd get it
I would sell my very soul and not regret it
For to live without your love--It's just impossible

Impossible, immmmmm-impossible

depress.depress.smile

DEPRESS
I was so depress last nite. Liverpool lost a match they could have easily won had they converted the chances that come begging. I forgot one thing though. We had Peter Crouch up front and of course he would miss those. This is the same guy who needs more than 24 football hours to score his first! I believe it's forgiven shall you strike rate is that abysmal if you're a central defender, but you're a forward for God's sake! Liverpool certainly doesn't need to pay a player of their own to represent opponent's extra defender by clearing chances after chances. Peter Crouch is better off sleeping on his couch than playing last nite.

DEPRESS
It took me hours to be able to even close my eyes and shut down my brain. I ended up only manage to catch a few minutes of nap. I was soooooo geram plus bengang plus irritated plus rasa-nak-pukul-orang. Woke up half dead. Panda eyes.

SMILE
Get myself up, performed my Subh prayer, had a cold morning shower then getting myself prepared to work. While getting prepared, called my loved one, and how the sweetest voice of all, calling me "luv" simply sweeten and make my day. Love you.

I Got Hungry Eyes

I hung out at Coffee Bean near Ampang Point last Sunday (29 Jan) with a guy friend of mine after our CNY excursion at Mid Valley. Had Ice Blended Vanilla...Yummy. Can't beat my favorite Iced Caramel Macchiato I normally have at Starbucks though. Anyhow, me and him went upstairs and sat at the siesta section where you sit bersila as they have japanese coffee table. Considering it was a CNY holiday and I haven't been to this Coffee Bean for a long while, I was quite surprise to see plenty of good looking women having their drinks at few tables away. No wonder this is one of my friend's favorite place to hang out. He's single anyway.

My eyes and his went from one woman to another. A group of young women in their nice kebayas probably just came back from a majlis kahwin at two tables away, one minah salleh and a malay lady at the next siesta section to our left, and then there's a group of 4 ladies with one of them showing off her Apple iBook. Me and him were looking at these ladies and commenting each and every one of them. But my mind wasn't there. My eyes were hungry...Hungry for someone else - my babe my love. I feel the hunger every time I look at her. My eyes simply cannot get enough of looking at her. And then, I ended up humming Eric Carmen's Hungry Eyes.

I’ve been meaning to tell you
I’ve got this feelin’ that won’t subside
I look at you and I fantasize
You are mine tonight
Now I’ve got you in my sights

With these hungry eyes
One look at you and I can’t disguise
I’ve got hungry eyes
I feel the magic between you and i

I want to hold you so hear me out
I want to show you what love’s all about
Darlin’ tonight
Now I’ve got you in my sights

With these hungry eyes
One look at you and I can’t disguise
I’ve got hungry eyes
I feel the magic between you
And I’ve got hungry eyes
Now I’ve got you in my sights
With these hungry eyes
Now did I take you by surprise

I need you to see
This love was meant to be

I’ve got hungry eyes
One look at you and I can’t disguise
I’ve got hungry eyes
I feel the magic between you
And I’ve got hungry eyes
Now I’ve got you in my sights
With those hungry eyes
Did I take you by surprise

With my hungry eyes

Babe, my hungry eyes want to see that face of yours before they close, and want to see the same baru-bangun-tidur face when I wake up.