Script For a Jester's Tear

Never thought I'd be writing this for myself.
Never thought I'd be dedicating this for my lost love.
Never ever crossing my mind losing you...

So here I am once more in the playground of the broken hearts,
One more experience, one more entry in a diary, self penned
Yet another emotional suicide overdosed on sentiment and pride
Too late to say I love you,Too late to restage the play
Abandoning the relics in my playground of yesterday.
I'm losing on the swings, I'm losing on the roundabouts
Too much, Too soon, too far, to go,Too late to play, the game is over.

Yet another emotional suicide overdosed on sentiment and pride
I'm losing on the swings, I'm losing on the roundabouts, the game is over
Too late to say I love you,Too late to restage the play
The game is over.

I act the role in classic style of A martyr carved with a twisted smile
To bleed the lyric for this song
To write the rites to right my wrongs
An epitaph to a broken dream to Exorcise this silent scream
A scream that's born from sorrow.

I never did write that love song the words just never seemed to flow
Now sad in reflection
Did I gaze through perfection
And examine the shadows on the other side of morning
And examine the shadows on the other side of mourning
Promised wedding now a wake
The fool escaped from paradise will look over his shoulder and cry
Sit and chew on daffodils and struggle to answer why?
As you grow up and leave the playground where you kissed your prince
And found your frog,
Remember the Jester that showed You tears, the script for tears.

So I'll hold my peace forever when you wear your bridal gown
In the silence of my shame the mute that sang the siren's
Song has gone solo in the game
I've gone solo in the game
But the game is over
Can you still say you love me
Can you still say you love me
Can you still say that you love me...

Monday blues...

What a song this is...Never fail to pinch my heart till it bleeds.

Jika Kau Bercinta - Allycats
Jika Kau bercinta lagi
cintalah sepenuhnya aaa aaa aaa
jika kau bercinta lagi
jagalah kau hatinya aaa aaa aaa

engkau yang memilihnya
tanpa memikirkan tentang diriku
kini ku hanya dapat berdoa
agar berbahagia kau disampingnya
aaa aaa aaa

Jika Kau bercinta lagi
cintalah sepenuhnya aaa aaa aaa
jika kau bercinta lagi
jagalah kau hatinya aaa aaa aaa

aku tak dapat menghalang
engkau punya kemahuan sendiri
biarku hidup hanya mengenang
peristiwa yang tak dapat ku lupa
aaa aaa aaa

kini aku hanya dapat berdoa
agar berbahagia kau disampingnya
selamat tinggal aku mengundurkan diri

You'll never walk alone

I've had this song planted in my head for the past 20 years, and I'll ensure it'll always be there. For Liverpool has always been my passion, for Liverpool has always been my obsession, for Liverpool has always been my inspiration.

Trust me, when you're 3-nil down at half time, singing the song with all your might, with tears flowing gleefully on your cheek at Half Time break, came back after the break equalising 3-3 then win on penalties, you'll know what I mean.

When you walk through a storm
Hold your chin up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of a stormIs a golden sky
And the sweet, silver song of a lark.

Walk on, through the wind,
Walk on, through the rain,
Though your dreams be tossed and blown.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart,
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never walk alone.

I've laughed and cried, have had joy and sadness with Liverpool. But nothing can change my love for Liverpool FC. YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.

Yaaawwwwnnnn...

What a weekend...Bittersweet - the best word to describe it.

Liverpool won, as I had expected albeit showing a disjointed performance. It wasn't a-stroll-in-the-park win but the margin could have been larger had Morientes point his bullet header straight into goal, had Cisse tapping one chance in where the slightest of contact could have put the ball in instead of a kung-fu kick, and yeah Cisse again the culprit for kicking a one-on-one chance into the sky! A tap on Sunderland's shoulder for making it hard for Liverpool to fight for the 3 points but they're certainly few classes behind Liverpool in every department sans effort.

McLaren won through Kimi of which could have had a 1-2 finish had Montoya didn't spin in the 2nd last lap and the fact that he was rammed from behind a lap earlier didn't help matters. It damaged his diffuser and compounding the difficulty in managing the car with worn-out front tyres! And so there was the lucky boy Alonso gratefully taking 2nd...gracias. The 1st potentially very lucky F1 Champion indeed. But chin up Kimi. The game isn't over till it's over. You are much more talented than lucky boy albeit unlucky with all the reliability problems that McLaren is facing all season. You could have ran away with the F1 champions title.

And yeah...The long yawn is not because of the wins by Liverpool and McLaren but me sleeping late. Picked up my bro late yesterday's evening, went to mamak for a teh ais before heading home. 1am, did some chit chats with him, watched Scrubs, then ZzzZZzzz...

Liverpool vs Sunderland

Hmmm...on paper at least, this will be a hands-down win for the Reds. But players' stats on a sheet of paper don't kick and score goals. No worries...With Moro and Cisse hounding the opposing defenders upfront, Gerrard marauding all over the pitch, Xabi spraying passes according to his will, Hyppia and the ever-dependable Carra commanding the back, we shall collect all 3 points in the bag.

Perhaps I'm saying this way too early. But...Sunderland, thank you for the 3 points. Good luck for your battle in the EPL.

For all Malaysian Reds, do catch and cheer our heroes this Saturday, August 20 on ESPN at 2200. I'll be one of those who's watching the game while sipping one of the best teh tariks in town...in Pandan Indah at least.

I'm Just Glad...

Bismillah...

I'm just glad to start this blog...After all the want-to-do-it-but-malas-mood.

I'm just glad to write, to put my down my thoughts (whatever it is), to get my fingers working extra miles on the keyboard this Friday.

I'm just glad to have a job, for all its meager pay (kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang keep for dinner and late supper...Yeah...Yeah...Yeah, I know it's not), I'm thankful to be given a chance to contribute, and I'll do it with all my might.

I'm just glad to breath fresh air today...Thanking God for giving me the chance to praise HIM and pray for HIS forgiveness for all my sins and my misgivings. Alhamdullillah for all the love YOU have given me.

I'm just glad to have a family...Ma, Dee, Abing, Kici, Didi, and Pa (wherever you are), I love you all, though I haven't managed to say it often enough, but heart and mind are always with you all.

I'm just glad to love and to appreciate myself...Haven't done much of that lately...(hugging myself)...Hhhhmmm.... Feels good.

I'm simply glad...To live. Life is Great.